Since I didn't make my goal of reaching 260lbs by September 17th I'm revising my goals. I've got to keep them current and realistic--they keep me focused on something rather than just flailing around hoping I don't gain all the weight back.
Reach 255 by October 31, 2006 Halloween;
Reach 250 by November 15, 2006;
Reach 245 by November 30, 2006;
Reach 240 by December 25, 2006;
Reach 235 by January 9, 2007.
I CANNOT allow myself to lose sight of these goals: my goal to live a healthy and active lifestyle, to be healthy enough to have a child (if and when a potential father becomes involved), to not weigh more than the average NFL player, to be able to go on a rollercoaster without fear of being pulled out of line, to be able to wear a bathing suit without a huge cover-up T-shirt, etc. Plus, I just want to be SEXY!! lol.
And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom. ~ Anais Nin